Thannks Guys! Im feeling down today again because Im sad about a situation going on with a friend of mine, Im looking over old emails and stuff and remembering how I reacted to certain things, I know its not all my fault because I just care about him so much and my reactions were due to that and not knowing what was going on with him, but part of me thinks or blames myself because If somehow I had not said this or that , maybe he would feel like he could tell me what he wished he could and he woulnt have pushed me away, I know its his illness doing it, but maybe I could have helped, ive been crying all day, i feel so awful.