I don't have the answers, I just feel the same way. It seems like there's no one to talk to that understands, so I just start babbling to anyone. I know that's not good, but I can't seem to stop, it's like being hungry or desparate. My family puts me down, my husband just watches TV, my son doesn't call, few friends but they take call waiting from people they see everyday and say they'll call back but don't.........on and on. Sound familiar?

Is having trouble making friends a symptom of bipolar, never having been taught how to, or some other kind of disorder? Do we worry about rejection more than others? Do they feel like bipols are like chameleons and they don't want to get close because they don't know if we are goofing around with them?

Lots of questions, I know. But, as you can see, I'm trying to figure it out also. I'm going to school and my grades are great, teachers are great, people think I'm sensitive and sincere, but no one seems to have the time to be there when I need them.

If you figure out the answer or a method of solving this issue, let me know. I'm pulling for you.

Wambat