True,Bzantine,Thing is He told me a small pt of this situation and i have the feeling he wished he could tell me more, sorta understand why he cant, our history makes its hard,
But I feellike maybe he was reaching out then and I missed the signs. My head knows its not all my fault and It was not intended but what if that was like a plea for help and I didnt know? Also the fact that he told me recently a little bit of stuff makes me think somehow he wants my help,, does that make any sense?