Thats True, I do want to help and I think he wants me too also,So Im not gonna give up on him, Its true ,he may never tell me,but the one thing I do know is we will be friends for life,so As Much as I can do,Im going to try.About Making myself miserable,I am sad but i am trying to do better.Hew is Someone who is like part of my family ,known himvery very long and hes very close to my family.Hes not just a guy i met,so han i not be sad? He needs us.