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Jan 09, 2010, 05:55 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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 (((((Miss Hunny)))))
I'm sorry you are having these uncomfortable dreams. I am experiencing something along the lines of what you're talking about myself...and one thing I keep reminding myself is what my T tells me.
She says that everything will begin to come when our mind is ready for it to come. As our subconscious is ready, it will be revealed. It is hell, but maybe we just have to be patient. Maybe you are not quite ready to see in the mirror yet...even though you feel you want too, and even though you may have an idea who you may see. Your mind will not go any faster than you are capable of tolerating it to...and if it does, that is when you would get into worse trouble.
One moment at a time. Hang in there. Your mind and your system are protecting you from something...and for good reason. Sometimes our coping mechanisms seem like they're not helping or that they're holding us back...but trust your system and your mind to tell you when it's appropriate.
Hang in there, Hunny!! 
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