Blue. you're so sweet to keep talking to me. Thanks!

I wouldn't say I'm the same as 2 years ago, but I was more in a "crisis" then. I tell myself that if that particular incident didn't happen, I would be exactly the same as now. Or even if it did and I didn't go to therapy, time would have fixed it. And probably would have.

But, I know therapy has helped at least a little. I have used T's voice in my head when making decisions. I also used her in my head to take initiative at work, and I'm not so sure I would have done it before. But, how do you really know? Maybe I would have because its been 2 years and I've matured and grown a little? I don't know.