Perhaps the things that you dislike most in "religious people" are the things that you have a hard time with in yourself or your own personallity. That would explain the feeling that you are being a hypocrit. It might be more of a matter of seeing these things more easily in others than you can in you. It seems to me you aren't really comfortable with the state of things, dear. Very understandable. Huggs, and see where this takes you...