Thank you for posting that (((((((((((((notme)))))))))))))!!
I've been through many of the same experiences that you described in your post...it is such a gift to have a T who is willing and able to help us work through all of that.
I love hearing where you are at now! Yes, there may be more ruptures, but if there are, you will have a better understanding of how to work through them, and the knowledge that you can get back to this safe, connected place in the end.
Thank you for sharing!

