Ok, so I got denied today for SSD. I have to say it didn't do me any good to get that ****ing letter! I am so upset and angry and hurt and invalidated right now I don't know what to do.

At the end of the form letter they sent me saying that they determined I'm not disabled they put that they did see there were some problems for me, but that they believed in today's national economy I could work as a grocery cashier with my current medical problems.

I have cried until I felt like my head was going to split in half. I don't know what to do. I am tired of this. I am tired of being useless, worthless and a loser. I hate myself so much and this did nothing but prove I'm right to feel this way.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I don't want to cry anymore.