So, today I saw my ex for the first time in two weeks. I had his laptop computer case so we met up for lunch so I could give it to him. I was doing really well not contacting him he had been texting me the past week randomly every now and than. Than a few days ago he told me he missed me. Than last night(before lunch) he said he loved me. We met up for lunch, it wwent well. Of course i thought I was OK to have lunch but now after everything i'm really upset about things again. He kissed me good bye. After i got in my car and was on my way, he texted me telling me how I looked really sexy today. Than he texted me all day until a few hours ago he stopped. I hate this! I feel like i'm hoping to get a text from him. It gives me anxiety that I don't hear from him. I feel like I have to start all over with getting happier after seeing him. I know I can't be with him and I know he's not the one for me but seeing him made me miss him and forget about all the crappy things he's done behind my back while we were together. I just needed to write and vent here again since you all give me great support and advice..any comments about my newest post today? please advice or some words of widsom would be nice