Fuzzy I know exactly how you feel. And the worst part is that I would rather be alone. Yet at the same time I sooooooo long for a special companion that I don't have, and thus I am miserable. It's like if I don't have her, I don't care about anything else. The times I feel this way I always try to be thankful for what I do have. ((((((((((((((((furry paws))))))))))