My brain is the most useless part of my body (wasn't ever very smart) and for them know to tell me all along it is/was bipolar. I am coming on and going off so many drugs and making so many changes and not to mention this is all going on during the *&&^^%% holidays. Everyday I think great, this is it I am fixed, the next 2.... I am... lets just say not a nice person. Why after so many days on my Depakote am I so ANGRY or want to cry. Pdoc gave me clonazepam but I am not thinking it works. Bad thing is I saw Pdoc this week and everything was great and within 4 hours of leaving his office if I had of had a bat or gun damage would have been done.

It really may not be me at all and just my pain in the !@#$%^&* family/husband. Cuz it really seems to get worse the longer I am with them.