Kiya, have you ever tried a benzo, like Klonopin/Ativan/Xanax, for anxiety? It is very common to take a benzo for anxiety + an SSRI for depression. It sounds like you've tried so many things, si maybe you already tried a benzo? If not, might be worth a question to your prescriber. (Most people find a benzo more effective at dealing with anxiety than Buspar.)