i am depressed, i really try to be a decent person at work. people seem to mess around with me at times and it really brings me down to where i probably am not nice to people who are fairly nice to me. i don't get upset quickly but it all seems to come all out at once on rare occassions. i get the feeling people really don't want me there because im not a happy person, and they try to make me talk somedays and it just gets me even more upset when they talk about me. people can really screw around with me, i'm not usually that way wth them. i dont really know who to trust anywhere at work. any advice?