((((psyched,))))it's OK, not jumping on you at all, I'm just thinking that like I mentioned, maybe my formulations are kind of wierd, and maybe folks can't follow me. I didn't think you were saying bipolars were immature, just worried you might think of yourself as such. Since you don't (which is wonderful) and since you seem to have understood me (not the easiest thing to do, I know) it's OK. I'm sorry if you though I was upset or something, far from from it.
I'm sorry, it sounds like you are having a really bad time of it. Take care of yourself, OK? Hang in there and i hope you feel better realy soon. Huggs, hon.