Heidu....
Under most circumstances I would believe you. But I acted in a way which is just beyond comprehension even for me. I just don't know how I am suposed to live with that. And now my ex girlfriend even questions my feelings for her. I guess that is what really hurts the most. Because, she was my ver best friend. I am in agony over losing her and she doesn't see that. It is just pointless now, there is nothing that I can do.