And you really want people to like you?
People blow me off all the time too, for being 'depressed' or whatever; because i'm always moaning.
I'd rather not pretend, and plaster a smile on my face, not for their sake.
Surely there is at least one person in your life, who takes you for what you are?
Not always the person you want though, right?
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You might say it's self-indulgent. You might say it's self-destructive. But you see it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
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