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I know how you feel, I have been there, hold on hun there is hope, nothing bad last forever, I have found when I get like that to be very gentle with myself, and do little things that make me smile, like go for a walk, or hold my comfort object close. Remember to keep you safe, do you have a T you can talk to?
If you need to talk feel free to pm anytime
please take gentle care of yourself, you are cared for and vauled.
Sending many peaceful thoughts to you
Typo