<font color="#880000"> you know I thought things were getting better boy was I so worng.. he yelled at me and said doing make me out to make him stupid.. all i was trying to do was make a point that we used to have nights and weekends at 7pm a year ago, and he got all bent out of shape... .ssheess so big deal right it insued a yelling match I can not tak this sort of %#@&#!.. sorry aobut the lanugage but this type of stress on top of my deperssion I can not handle..
I am already spriling down to my inner core with all that is going on with my childern and not being able to see my oldest as much as I want..
Now this petty %#@&#!..

I do not know what to do he said I made him "stupid" I do not make his out to be like that all i was saying is that when I frist got my phone is that I used to be able to call my mom at 7pm and it was inculded in my night and weekend plan back in 2001 now he is all pissed off at me and doing god only knows what to try and prove me wrong again if he is not write he is so pissy anymore and I can not take this.. (this is the man I am marrying) This type of behivor is tearing me up...
I just do not know what to do about this anymore.. I do not know what to do.. how do i react to him
How do I talk to him.I am sitting here ingoring him whihc is what I do when I am scared because if the yelling at me, afarid of more things he may or may not do..

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