I know this has to be from the effects of the medication change for my migraines....but every ounce of my entire being is raging internally.

My daughter just left the house on a playdate, and I literally took the opportunity to scream aloud....hoping that it would help. And it didn't.

The agitation is so incredibly intense, I can barely stand it...

I was already taking things a minute at a time...and now I'm taking it one breath at a time.

I don't know how I'm going to endure this. Knowing that I have a daughter to take care of, a roof to put over her head, a miserable work life with a torturous boss to face tomorrow, an unrelenting ex-husband...How am I going to survive this? One breath at a time, I guess.

And at what point do I cry MAYDAY? And who do I reach out to? My new doctor? My T? Go to the ER? I have no clue...