Here I am! Thanks for thinking of me. I haven't been coming around as much lately. I had my kids over the weekend, so I haven't even been online since Friday. I haven't even been reading posts on my cell phone. My moods are mixed sometimes, to where I suppose I almost don't know what to do online or off. Overall, I am doing okay. I've got my T tonight and naturally I am looking forward to it. I have an appointment with my new casemanager at the pdoc office, too. The place triggers me, so I don't know how that will go. Actually, its the "after" that will be most emotional for me. Just thinking about being there is upsetting.