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Thank you for this post. It has always amased me (US) that when we are in the middle of a painfull load how we cry to get out of it. But when it is over A real sense of peace does come to us. It is part of the acceptance that if it did not kill us the first then it should not kill us during recall but the fear and the feelings do overwhelm us and make us scrared of the present as we are going through the healing process. I feel like I should be beyond the emotional wear and traer of the past but with each new memior comes new pain. The pain of regreat,fear, and anger . But afterwards it is the ablilty to find peace knowing that I truely know what I do.I hope this makes sense. Jooker, we enjoyed the reminder.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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