I agree w/ Denny. You really do feel like the only one...
I'm sorry this is happening!! You are not annoying, you are awesome! Just forget everyone and what they think Try for one day to be outgoing (but not crazy ) and see how that feels for you. (maybe post about how that day was) Give it a shot, the world will not hate you, in fact, the world loves you!

For me, I got sick of it. Being awkward made me depressed. I decided to be a bit more outgoing..I just went ahead and tried to not care about anyone. I can still be awkward though, and it's very frustrating for me.

Good luck!