Princess Butterfly I really admire you for what you are doing and I think you are doing it for the right reasons. Blair House looks like a really nice intimate place and I dont think for a moment you will feel any threat to your privacy there. Shez is right you need to distract yourself at the moment. Good change is coming your way and I hope for all good things to happen in your life as a result. You deserve it. Keep posting here and let us know how you are coping.

Take good care of yourself

Paddy