Be gentle on your good self Typo love, you are a wonderful person and it worries me to see you in such unecessary pain. True Isolation is a no go area, I have just come out of a very ill period where I totally isolated myself and I just got worse and worse, the only way out was to take a trip home to Ireland where I was forced to socialise and take part in life. Having too much me time can at times appear attractive but in reality it leads to the many symptoms you are describing, try not to lose touch with reaiity and remember that what you are experiencing is not real.

I am here for you always dear friend

Paddy