Pardon me, my title is supposed to read "APD".

I went to see my pdoc today for medicine management, and I asked her to screen me for BPD.
She was reluctant to, she said that I don't have that, but she screened me anyway.
I don't have it.
I went over some of the symptoms that I do have on a daily basis for years and she said that it sounds lie 'avoidant personality disorder' to her.
I came home and read up on it and it seems correct.
I did not have my medicine changed, I am always so worried about changing meds. Scared even.
I take 150mg. a day of Effexor xr.
SHe did give me a script for Klonopin for anxiety, that I may or may not take, for fear of getting hooked on them. :/
I start a new therapist on Wednesday. I HOPE she can help me. Life is so difficult for me and has been for so long.