(((Cantstopcrying)))

You will heal, but it will always haunt you..My Dad did the same thing when I was 8 and I still sometimes think that if only I had woken up and interrupted it...If only I had been better...You will come to realize that there was nothing you could have done to change it...It's not your fault and he knows that you grieve for him. I am so sorry that you have to go through this...The best advice I could give you is to find a survivors of suicide support group.

Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.