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I have been thinking of you and then just read your post

I am so sorry hun....I really am. I wish I could help you with some of your guilt you are carrying as it is so heavy on your shoulders.
Please keep holding on and hanging onto those good thoughts that do come in your mind every now and again ok?
Did you see your children this weekend? What did you do? I was thinking of you Sat. night when the yankees lost

I am teasing you but wanted to put a smile on your face

I know you have so much goodness in you.....you show it here to us...please see it for yourself.
There is going to be a very lucky woman in your life someday....it is just going to take some time ok?

Heather
"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown