I met him between friends and I believed that he's the guy who would never ever hurt me.....he asked me out couple of times and we had a great time together......he's emailing or texting me but not calling.... .then I left for the Christmas.....he texted me saying happy holidays before Christmas....then I called him and we went out with my sister and my brother in law and couple of other friends out for new year.....it was okay till 12am....all of a sudden he said "now time to kiss"....and he grabbed my face and kissed me from lips....but very cold quick kiss....and it was our first kiss....I was shocked and disgusted.....then when he was dropping me off....he hugged me in the car....that's it....then my mistake....I turned back and I kissed him from lips then chick....and he didn't move....he didn't return my kiss back.....I was so humiliated....so rejected....kinda angry....I just got out from the car....I think he was still talking....sor whatever....I couldn't hear it anymore.....
then I didn't get in touch with him till he emailed me couple of times, but short emails ignoring about whatever has happened....I didn't answer the first email....then I saw him....he seems so eager when he sees me....and he hugged me....but that's it again....what's wrong?
I said, I will give him another chance and I texted him on Saturday telling him that we are going hiking on Sunday.....and he said what time? then next day, he said he can't make it......
He told all the other friends that he spent the new year's eve with me and my sister.....and he told them that he had a good time.....
I do like him....and I know we will be good together.....but I'm not sure why it's getting this much hard?
I feel so lonely most of the time.....and now being rejected again!
sorry for being so nagy....thanks for listening.....
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