I dated a friend....he asked me out couple of times....and we had a great time....but just two dinner together and a hike alone.....then I took him to my sister's place for new year and we went out after there.....at 12am, all of a sudden he said....time for kiss....and he kissed me so cold from my lips....I was shocked and disgusted.....I do like him and have lots of chemistry!!!!
Then when he was dropping me off at home....he hugged me in his car....but like a friendship hug....then my mistake, I turned back my face and kissed him from lips....but then no kiss back.....I left feeling rejected and humiliated and angry.....
I didn't get in touch with him....he emailed me couple of days later saying how I am.....I didn't reply back....then he emailed me again saying if I go to hike next day....I emailed him back....but I saw him on way up while he was hiking down with group of friends....then he texted me telling me to join them in the bar....I didn't....it was late....next day he emailed me saying that I was missed.....but why doesn't he call me? what's wrong?
I texted him on Sunday telling him to join us for hike and he said what time? but then he said he can't make it!!!!
I'm tired....tired....tired.....why should be this much hard?
we are in our 30s for god sake!
I wish one day, I could find that person and end up to all these games.....I'm tired of games....very tired!
thanks for reading my post
Marjan