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Jan 12, 2010, 03:10 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2009
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Anderson  , these choices between better and best, no matter how crumby they are to some others, are familiar to us. When just staying alive and helping loved ones, children (grown now) was all we could do and then feeling the judging eyes, oh yes, we do know! They hurt us by doing so and some aren't getting near us anymore! Only the ones who are truly in the know about us and love us and our children are allowed.
We look back and some past memories have been revealed and are now laid to rest. We see a glimmer of purpose and hope. We truly believe your son will know this truth that you write of as do my children and love his Mom, more than ever. You be lifted up in our eyes, you know, Anderson.
We have to apologise to ourselves like you were teaching from the writings. We seem to be able to see that others, like you, deserve forgiveness for more than we can see for ourself/ves but we are working on it. What more can we do? We made some sad mistakes but we ask G_d to forgive us and so it goes...so must we but it is so hard too, especially the feeling side of things.
Living down things seems impossible at times because those others are mean but we have to quote your writing and say: "What you think of me is not my problem". We trying to get that down inside of us. But, no regrets for doing what we had to do for childrens. We would do worse if we had to.
In truth, we did the best we could, we just  did and we're not keeping shame either!!!!
Anderson, you think, you do really think, that if we PRAY we will be unified as one whole? We thought it would be more work than that, but we will try, so we'll keep you posted. We don't mind walking with someone in the future with respect and no pity so...
holding heads high...Thanks, Hunny 
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