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Jan 12, 2010, 07:39 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2006
Location: Everywhere and Nowhere
Posts: 6,588
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Ok fellow DIDers .... since starting therapy again in July, I have made a lot of progress with breaking down the walls to my alters. It has been hard as you all know, but I am also getting the benefits as host in knowing what they are keeping secret and how I can work through past trauma pain.
One thing that I am finding rather odd though is that sometimes after very big events such as last week, well once I am calmed down on the inside and everyone is happy again for the most part, I have had a couple of times when I feel something odd in my brain like electric shock that is very intense and sudden. It does not hurt - it is just like being zapped. I have never had ECT so it is not related to anything like that. And when it happens, it is almost like a very sudden clarity. Kinda feels like I am suddenly just one person and the house is silent.
The sensation even lasts for a day or so afterwards. It happened last night and I thought it was odd because my two littles were talking about joining together like the wonder twins! LOL. I was teasing them and asking them how they came up with that idea and they just said it sounded like a good idea. I really don't want to lose them. Esp the Little One who is 8. Well I was saying I had not heard them at all this AM but way far away I just hear her say "I'm still here" .... so that made me smile a bit. I do want health though.
Anyone else have any experiences like this?
Thanks! 
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