Kd, all I can give you is my hugs and Love and let you know you did nothing wrong. Shame is a hard feeling to deal with. Is something like denial, keeps coming back around again. You have nothing to be ashamed about. You didn't choose to be abused or become DID. YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. Ok? I know it's hard to believe from time to time. Because you say, "if I had only done this, then it wouldn't of happened". But you shouldn't of been put in what ever situation it was to have to say the what if's. None of this is your fault. And no one blames you for what happened. You did the best that you could do in that situation. (Damn I've heard this speach from my T so many times I'm almost repeating him word for word here ) But KD, I care and love ya and we are all here for you. We are thinking about you and let us know if you need anything.
Love Ya's, Monty