my wedding is all paid up for the most part.. the preacher is a lady and already paid for had that done ealiry in the year.. dress bought last year, outfit for after wedding bought last year also..

His oufit alreayd done, too, all the childerns outfits boutght too..

and yes I still love him, this was just a set back today on my part, because of my deperssion and I know that.. we have talked about it online this eving and today, I just was scared because he yelled at me, for something we neither one could remeber and both were right on...

he looked and I looked and we went and asked and it was at one point at my time and then they switched it to the time he remembers and now it is at this certian tme and I can not afford a pay as you go as I run a business out of my home and I use way to many minutes over 1300 a month.. it is cheaper to have contract and new phones will have to be bought in januray or Dec which ever Cingular says so.. Thye are upgrading there system and our old phones wont work anymore on the new one...

Just part of this new Teconlogly society that we all tend to love to hate.