It is very hard to isolate since I am back in classes now, but I caught myself thinking the other day about just not going to class and hiding in my room.

I seem to do okay when I wake up, and as the day goes on I slowly fall apart, I loose my footing and start slipping and start getting depressed, or my moods cycle around and around like a dog chasing it's tail....

I got some sleep last night, so I"m not hearing things or hallucinating today , I am very edgy however, and find myself fidgiting nervously, I was fidgiting around so bad today in class my friend sitting next to me asked me if I was okay since me tapping my leg is a nervous habit.

I'm up one minute then down the next.. I just don't understand why it's happening, maybe there isn't a why, I just want it to stop, I just want to be better, to be able to function like a normal person.....