Sannah,

I managed to not talk to him for two straight days. I pray that tomorrow I will also be strong enough not to talk to him. I'm not exactly sure what needs I'm getting met by thinking I'm responsible for him. The best I can come up with is that I feel I can hang on to my fantasy of him being the charming, articulate, and handsome prince of my dreams when in reality he's a very conniving, mean, and dangerous person. I don't really love him but I love what I would like him to be. Psychopaths can put on such a good act.

Thanks for your support. I appreciate it immensely.
Peacequest