Do you ever feel like maybe the baggage is just too heavy? I have reached a certain level of healing but I am just beginning to realize how heavy the bags really are. So, I wonder if this is how far I get. Do you get to a point in therapy where you feel like you know what the deal is yet you still can't move on? Sometimes I feel as though I have come so so far and other times I feel as though there is no way I can bridge the gap that is still ahead. And I don't know if my inability to continue forward is because of me or T. Maybe that's it. Maybe this is as good as it gets. I just don't know. What I do know is that I was in deep denial and very very much split apart from myself for many years of my life and now I know the truth, and the truth is not so pretty.