Wpowers,
Just a couple of questions came to me about your post.
What part of your brain do you have this sensation in? How do you feel generally, bodywise? Have you mentioned this to your therapist and what was his conclusion?
I am always cautious about brain 'thingies'. It's probably copesthetic but I would check into a wee bit more.
It is neat you have a sense of 'clarity'.
Having asked those questions I will comment on some feelings/thoughts of well-being I have experienced over the years after certain large traumas and even small ones have been addressed. I too have experienced this silence and wondered if it is peace in the ranks or an actual alter having been integrated. As for the zap, I will wait to comment until I hear further from you. Perhaps I can ask my therapist to go back in his notes to see what words I have used around those times of a sense of cohesiveness.
All the best,
Hunny
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Originally Posted by wpowers
Ok fellow DIDers .... since starting therapy again in July, I have made a lot of progress with breaking down the walls to my alters. It has been hard as you all know, but I am also getting the benefits as host in knowing what they are keeping secret and how I can work through past trauma pain.
One thing that I am finding rather odd though is that sometimes after very big events such as last week, well once I am calmed down on the inside and everyone is happy again for the most part, I have had a couple of times when I feel something odd in my brain like electric shock that is very intense and sudden. It does not hurt - it is just like being zapped. I have never had ECT so it is not related to anything like that. And when it happens, it is almost like a very sudden clarity. Kinda feels like I am suddenly just one person and the house is silent.
The sensation even lasts for a day or so afterwards. It happened last night and I thought it was odd because my two littles were talking about joining together like the wonder twins! LOL. I was teasing them and asking them how they came up with that idea and they just said it sounded like a good idea. I really don't want to lose them. Esp the Little One who is 8. Well I was saying I had not heard them at all this AM but way far away I just hear her say "I'm still here" .... so that made me smile a bit. I do want health though.
Anyone else have any experiences like this?
Thanks! 
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