((((((((((Rapunzel)))))))))))))))

Thank you for your kind words; but the fight this afternoon; was the agency workers came over & asked if I was thinking about the "S" word & I told them, right on! I later received a call from the hospital I has been my "respite" was not possible b/c my last 2 admissions weren't helpful to me so they are saying that I had verbalized my lack of help during my last 2 admissions, therefore, they wouldn;t take me.... that leaves going it on my own (w/ blade in hand) or the state mental hospital where I was physically & sexually abused last time I was mandated out there....I need respite...I have no friends that I can stay with........I am once again alone with the "urges" & "means" No one to call (I was everyone else's listening ear/therapist & the ball doesn't swing both ways as it should.................so.............oh, and my T is on vacation for a week. My GP tried to help...he's inexperienced when it comes to psych..

Fellow SIers, make yourselves heard about any negligence/ mistreatment/ etc. that's what hospital social workers are there for & it is your right to request to speak to one!

Truck On................dayzee9 out..............4good