((((((((((((Miss)))))))))))))))

Just today, I talked to T a bit about whether I'm "done" with therapy. I've come really far, and worked through some really hard things...and the work that is left to do seems SO impossibly difficult. I feel like I am in this middle place that isn't all that bad.

Even my feelings towards T have changed. I don't feel the INTENSITY of feeling about him or about therapy right now. I absolutely love him, but he feels like a *part* of my life now...not this larger-than-life part like he always has been, but just a T-sized part.

SO. For me, I don't know if it's as good as it gets, but it might be good ENOUGH. At least for right now.