I have been reading through some of the other posts but I'm still not sure what to say--afraid of something embrassment maybe. I agree w/some other I have been feeling really down lately. I think lots of negative thoughts that seem to be present much too often. For example I am such a loser 'cause I'm not going anywhere w/my life--dead end job and that'll never make it out on my own. And I think it's my fault things are this way because I made a horribly wrong decision of dropping out of college when my grades were good, it wasn't too much of a financial burden yet I thought I'd rather get high all the time f*** school (I have been clean for few years, now). I can't get over it.
I'm not happy w/the way things are but I'm not doing anything to fix it. I want something better but I am afraid to even inquire about other jobs or some classes at another college. And fitting it in w/work (which I need for health benefits--meds are so expensive!!)
Any suggestions?