i would say yes to take a break...but i also agree that you have been hiding from yourself. and the only problem with that is it blocks shula and elsie and baby from you. that makes you tired and frustrated and sick feeling, from what i've seen. so i would face yourself enough to be able to open the paths up between you guys again... and i would try to help each of them funnel away the bad stuff for now, until you can better handle it.

((((((((((((caroline))))))))))))))

-shadow