miss c, I have often felt as you do, I don't think I ever felt/feel it was because of T, it just felt no end to it. As soon as we unpicked one level, another level appears, which each step forward, brings "new" areas of pain. I think its at these times its helpful To take some time to look at what has changed, and there will be changes. I think chaotics word says it all "intermittenly",