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Jan 13, 2010, 04:20 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2010
Location: Illinois
Posts: 51
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What is that? I guess I will have to get my dictionary out  .
I have such low self esteem that I won't even go to a store alone. I am so afraid people are talking about me saying that I am so fat or that my clothes are all wrong. If I pull up to a red light I FREAK OUT  because I worry the same. Who is looking at me...I sit there and stare that red light into turning green. If I have someone in the car with me or if someone is at the store with me then I am OK because that person keeps me occupied and my mind doesn't go into overdrive so bad. It really sucks. I won't pump gas anywhere new because I don't want to get out and have to read how to pump at that station. I won't go to a new doctor or some other appointment for the first time because I am afraid of looking stupid when I don't know where I am going. I hate it 
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