MUE, I'm sorry things are so hard right now. Have you told your counselor that you're feeling this way? I know those kinds of conversations are very difficult to have, but that might be a good thing to do. I also know that going to see the counselor is also a difficult thing to contemplate, but I hope you go ahead with your appointment. Sometimes when things are so difficult is just when we need to keep up with our commitments and routines, especially counseling. Thinking of you.

Take care,
ErinBear