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Originally Posted by NuckingFutz
I guess we all have been in a similar state of mind. When you mentioned you want to cancel your T Appt. I called a few years ago to do the same. I told her how I felt. She said I must be avoiding something I do not want to deal with. I ended up going and realized that she and I did not work well together. I was dreading going to see her. This might not be true in your case, but I have noticed that most people who present themselves as you have can't wait until they see T.
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Thanks.....
When I'm struggling, I have the hardest time talking to T....I'm embarrassed to be feeling this way, like I'm some pathetic, needy person who chooses to be miserable.
Last week, my T said that I was the definition of resiliency...and that an ordinary person might not get out of bed - but I take steps to not only do what I have to do, but even more. Yet here I am, shutting down. So, I guess I also feel that I'm disappointing him because I'm not the successful, resilient person that I was last week.
