((((((((((((kimmy))))))))))))
this is a difficult one. i don't know what to do with it either, except talk about it and let it go little by little. be gentle with yourself as you deal with it. you are not to blame for anything that happened or anything you did or didn't do. just be gentle and be safe. deedee is offering her new yellow blanket and stuffie if you need it. she also give you a hug because she knows you are sad. Vicki says hang in there. your are very special to all of us.
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