I've been up and down each day. I'm on meds but not the right amounts or something. I've been irritable and angry to where I say I don't care just go away. I'm not sure if I'm acting out like this bcz we are stuck in a place we can't move from yet or if I don't want to be in it at all. I'm so confused and lost. When I push him away eventually he will go. He says he can handle the moodswings but I don't think he can. I asked him to read a book on being a partner to a bipolar person but I don't think he's read it or will. I don't even know if it helps really.