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Old Jan 13, 2010, 02:28 PM
sittingatwatersedge sittingatwatersedge is offline
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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6 View Post
....I am trying so hard to put the "blame" where it belongs. These feelings about myself are so deep and so automatic. It is so hard to intellectually tell myself I am not [etc]......
It's easy for me to say to myself intellectually, you are not; and I intellectually reply, OK, so what. But it doesn't change how I feel; the hatred and intolerance is still there, nothing changes.

How do you say it? How do you FEEL it?! when would it ever happen? Those feelings are so far below the surface I'd need a diving bell to get there, and I don't know where to get one.
Thanks for this!
BlueMoon6