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I really don't want to die. I just don't want to keep living like this.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> YES!! That's the truth sj! That is the reality of depressive thinking.........we often really do not want to die but the pain we exist in is too much so we want that to end therefore we conclude we must die. We are very sorry that things are this difficult right now but are so proud of the courageous work you are undertaking in going to your appointments. Your T sounds like she is a good ally in this battle you're in. How helpful to have someone like that along the way as you deal with this stuff.

We don't want you to have to live in pain either. Please keep on sweetie.

We're listening and hoping for you to start feeling better. We've been in that place of wanting out so badly and not knowing how to live and just being in so dang much pain. It is possible to get through. You're doing it!!